If you don't care about what i'm currently doing just skip to the CAPSLOCKED sentance.





Hey there eveyone. It's about midnight or so and i'm kinda sleep deprived...cause i do that on purpose sometimes..because i can. So just to give you a heads up on my current mental status: I'm sitting in a dark room, blinded by the computer screen, and listening to as much angry music as possible. Why? I don't even know that answer.

So for all of you out there who care about me, you probally know or at least realize that by now i'm only two and a half weeks into summer and ready to just crawl in the cornner for the rest of it. Why? Cause i have no motovation for just about anything. I'd really like to make my cosplay for oni-con but in order to do that i have to clean my room.

Sounds easy, huh?

NOT.

In order for that to be done properly i have at least 8 other things to do first. I have to empty out the sewing room(actually the master bedroom), move my parents back into that room, put wood floors in the new sewing room, move mother's sewing and office stuff into that room, paint the old office, move my bed and sewing stuff into that room, re-arrange and re-paint my current room, and move the guest bed into it. That's just basics. The cool thing is that in the end...i'll basically have two bedrooms of my own.




So now to the actual point of this journal besides letting you know that i'm kind of alive.

I NEED SOMEONE TO COMMISSION ME, BADLY.

Art commission preferably since i'm in no position to sew right now. (i know i still have yours Andrew.)I need money for multiple things. First and most important is school. I'm taking three duel credit classes next year and i'd like to be able to pay for at least one semester to make it easier on my parents. especialy now that we have large dentist bills to pay for my dad. Second is for costume stuffs. i like sewing and making cosplay. Third is that i'd like very much to purchase a Ball Jointed Doll....without money that becomes impossible.

Okay so, the second and third one are totally selfish but i don't think they're really anywhere close to happening in the next 6 years anyway. i mostly just want to help pay for school and take some weight off my parents. I would get a normal job but, not only do people seem to not want to hire me...ever...i ahve no real transportation besides a bike...which is still broken.

I sound like a horrible sad case of the boo hoo's but i said it so there.


TTYL